Made when she was just 18 years old, Barbara Rubin’s art-porn masterpiece Christmas On Earth (1963-65) shocked NYC’s experimental film scene and inspired NYC’s thriving underground. For the next four years her filmmaking and irrepressible energy helped shatter artistic and sexist boundaries. A mythical “Zelig” of the sixties, she introduced Andy Warhol to the Velvet Underground and Bob Dylan to the Kabbalah. But beyond shaping the spirit of the sixties, Barbara was seeking the deeper meaning of life. After retiring to a farm with Allen Ginsberg, she shocked everyone by converting to Hasidic Judaism, marrying and moving to France to live an anonymous life. Tragically, she died in 1980 after giving birth to her fifth child.  For years, Jonas Mekas treasured all of Barbara’s letters and films and cherished her memory. Working with Mekas’ footage, the film takes us inside the world and mind of Barbara Rubin; a woman who truly believed that film could change the world.

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Director: Chuck Smith
Executive Producer: Chuck Smith
Cinematographer: Andy Bowley
Editor: Chuck Smith
Music: Lee Ranaldo
Running Time: 78
Language: English
Country: USA
Year: 2018


Toronto, Canada
May 2, 4, 5, 2018

New York, NY
November 8-15, 2018

Rotterdam International Film Festival
Rotterdam, Netherlands
January 28, 29 and 31, 2019

Cinema Svetozor
Prague, Czech Republic
February 25, 2019

Jacob Burns Fim Center
Pleasantville, NY
May 5, 2019

JxJ, Washington Jewish Film Festival
Washington, DC
May 8-26, 2019

New York, NY
May 24-31, 2019

Seattle International Film Festival
Seattle, WA
Tuesday May 21 8:30 PM SIFF Cinema Uptown Theater
Wednesday June 5 9:30 PM SIFF Cinema Uptown Theater

San Francisco, CA
June 12-18, 2019

Los Angeles, CA
Juno 12-18, 2019